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Friday, September 3, 2010

The first two papers are over, finally. I have to say that the General Paper paper was some disaster. This Oscar Wilde dude came and entice me with his wise sounding quote, something about how making children happy is the best way to make them good. Halfway through the paper, I realize that I had nothing to write about. Nothing at all. Of course I had to choose between writing nonsense for the rest of my time and writing a new essay in 45 minutes. Being a sane person, and equipped with the knowledge that sometimes teachers can be tolerant of nonsense if you smoke well enough, I opted for the former option. It felt horrible, and instead of the usual optimistic outlook that I have after every GP essay I write, I actually know that I have defeated myself this time. Time to get a real specialist subject, specializing on "superstition" just does not make the cut.

The economics case study was much better though. I was actually able to approach the questions and hit all the key points (so I think). I started off at lightning speed. Seriously I have never written this fast in my life. The first word that I penned down was perfect already. It was bordering on illegible, just good enough for the teachers to make out what I am writing, but not neat enough that I need to spend time defining every curve and pointy bits of the alphabets. Okay, I am getting the feeling that no one can understand what I just said, so let me try again. When I started writing the essay, I was already using my "15 minutes left" hand writing. It did not degenerate when there was really 15 minutes left, thankfully. Any worse and the teachers would just throw it into the shredder. However, it was pretty surprising that I still did not make it to the last question. I left 10 marks blank, but I am still pretty confident about this. Come on what is 10 marks huh? I can still get a good grade if I nail all the marks that I attempted right?

xw 9:49 AM




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