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until you know where you had rather be


Friday, August 21, 2009

For the first time this week, I got to wake up feeling refreshed, as opposed to waking up feeling that I have to sleep as soon as possible or my body would break down. Now I am ready to hop on to school and not fall asleep during my MT house comm interview. I honestly have no idea why I signed up for house comm anymore. I do not even remember what I was thinking when I filled up the form and placed it in the box. All I can do now is to go for the interview and not look like a complete idiot by ponning it.

The physical state can easily be rested in a few hours, but the mental state needs much more time to recover. Lecture after lecture, I often find myself confused. Chemistry is not what it used to be. You actually have to try and understand the concept to be able to answer the questions. Economics on the other hand, have you able to understand the concept completely (because it is that intuitive) but even understanding the concept would not help you answer the questions. At least I can get through physics without understanding anything but still being able to answer all the questions. Formulas are designed for enabling people to do that. Chinese lessons are for sleeping. Math lessons are for learning. It is usually this time of the year when I feel like I should start studying, but can never get myself to actually translate this thought into action.

At the very least, I can take comfort in the fact that my heart is cleared.

B is for boredom. It is the state of having nothing to do. It is a common belief that having nothing to do is a good feeling, but from my years of experience, I know that having nothing to do sucks. Boredom could also come from doing something that is mundane. The lack of challenge in a task would make one feel that he could be spending time doing something else a little more interesting. One might feel bored from doing work too fast, being forced to do something repetitive, or when all plans have been cancelled on them.

xw 8:02 PM



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