you will never leave where you are
until you know where you had rather be


Sunday, September 6, 2009

I have really defeated myself this time. It is pretty sad to be defeated, but to be defeated by one self is just plain stupid. Whatever possessed me to start playing DotA in the middle of my Project Work meeting, I would never find out. At least they were sitting behind me reading through the Written Report before I went to play DotA. Sure they were obviously not nearly as serious as I was, but to start playing? That just gives them the excuse to run off and play with the Wii. We have finished 3 sections of the appendix, and I have a written report in front of me with colourful writings on it waiting to be corrected on the softcopy. Oh wait, they are not corrections, they are just all the mistakes being pointed out. Just mistakes. Where are the solutions? I only have myself to blame.

There are only two people whom you can tell you when you are doing something wrong. The first one is someone who does not cares about you and laughs at you for it. The second is close enough to you to be able to tell you for your own good. Anyone else in between will not mention it least he or she offends you. Now that I have been greeted with two wake up calls, there is no reason for me to go down the same road is there? If only I was a little more receptive to reason. Just a little more.

L is for love. It is a strong feeling of fondness for something or someone. When used towards an object, love can be used to describe an obession. For example, if you keep going to Pizza Hut to eat pizzas, someone might say that you love pizzas. In reality, it is just a nice way of saying that you are obsessed with them. When used towards someone of the opposite gender, love is just an illusion. It is a feeling that is so strong it makes you think that it will last forever, and it is so pleasent that you want it to last forever. Blinding and binding, who would not want to fall in love?

xw 1:36 AM




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